So here's the deal, I kind of gave up on the whole "LJ" thing, don't ask why I'm back, I'm not entirely sure myself.
Updates on life:
-I am now 19, wicked
-Dee is in Manitoba
-Dee is going to Flemming so I'll be able to see her
-Just finished the most amazing show ever with the best cast and am going through serious withdrawal. It's making me seriously consider taking theatre in university, I really love it, I just need to learn how to dance.. XD
-reading a lot lately (more so than usual).
-Can't wait until exams are over
-Going to University of Ottawa next year, wicked!
-So done with all this bullshit!
-currently sick and not going to school, house to myself, wooo!
-Oh yeah, almost forgot, I went to prom this year, and it was actually better than last year, venue was beautiful, much more organized, much more amusing, my friend Shad went and he was the life of the party, looove him. And that's about it.
xxLove

Yes, Here I sit, chillin at Dee's house, she's still in Canada, stupid Canadian government.... But yeah, its pretty chill.
We be playin Kingdom Hearts, which is awesome, i got her hooked, we had to play a new game for her though, we've been working on it for a while now. And we had to kill Riku/Ansem again..... which was a bitch as usual, and hurt my heart... but we finally got through it and now we have to find all the 101 Dalmatians. So off I go to find trinities and puppies and such.

xxMuchLove

I'm doing homework....... YEAH, I KNOW!!!

xxAshes

Yeah, it started today, but not til 11 because of some fire damage, which was cool, but now im gunna have trouble getting up tomorrow.
woo for Webb 1st period with llama and flavor!

xxMuchLove

So i spent the weekend with my family and it was cool. I got to know my cousins girlfriend Catherine who is really cool, I understand he's young and all, but they've been dating forever and I think if they were to date someone else for a bit and then get back together I thin marriage would totally happen, because i mean dating someone for four years or so you need a break so you can appreciate the future. I am so not making sense....

anyways I've been watching greys anatomy and i actually enjoy it, it scares me.

but how can't you love a show that has characters saying "It's like Candy... but with blood so it's so much better"

and "The man I love has a wife and he choses her over me and that wife stole my dog... okay she didn't steal my dog I gave ti to her, but I didn't mean to give it to her I mean to give it to him. She's got my McDreamy and she's got my McDog.... she's got my McLife."
I love it because it reminds me of McJess McVerssary, McBirthday, etc.... which reminds me that jess hates me and isn't talking to me anymore because in my calendar i thought she left on the 18th and jessmurray left on the 28th so i mentioned it to jess and she freaked out saying i dont care about our friendship which is not how i wanted to end this, i like good closure, so im apologizing prfusely whcih is not like me, but whatever.

Sorry for spelling mistakes thats just how its gunna be

School starts tomorrow.... ick.

Today was my last day of work, now to find a part time job for the rest of the year.... wooooo!

xxMuchLove

So here I sit at work calmly twiddling my thumbs, you know, chillin with nothing to do as usual, and then I'm like "let's see whose on msn... TINE!!!"

and thus Carline was born.

I know, greatest story of your life, I may or may not be posting it on LJ for 'Tine to read, since I can't send her my mac word processing program because it isn't word and i dont have word.... LJ is just so much easier, but i might not, depends on how crappy my writing turns out.

Don't expect anything from me 'Tine.

xxAshes

Scott got me Kingdom Hearts II!!!
Wooo!!!

xxMuchLove

PS staying at Jack's house in Perth which is outside of ottawa, been here for a while, it's beautiful, and I'm officially in love with his bitchin mac computer.... LOOOOOOVE!!!!

HOLY MOTHER EFFING JESUS ON A STICK!!!!!!
EPIC COMEDY MOVIE!!!!
I'm going to go see it multiple times, saw it last night, holy jesus it was the awesome.

xxAshes

So steve and anna drama is that steve tried to commit suicide by driving into a tree, but he came out of it fine.
I'm still on great terms with all of Kyle's friends, so thats good!
And I'm a terrible home wrecker.... you know guys who cheat on their girlfriends when they're unhappy with their relationship? I'm officially that girl he cheats on her with.
I feel like a flaming pile of shit, no lie. At least he told the crazy psycho girlfriend about it and they're arguing and such but not broken up, which is a good thing, but I feel like crap.
To be fair he came onto me and initiated the making out, I just didn't stop him...... yeah I suck.
Andre is trying to hook me and him up though because he doesn't like the guys current girlfriend, she's kind of a controlling psycho bitch, but no matter how insensitively Andre is dealing with this situation it doesn't make me feel any better or make me any less of a terrible person.

xxAshes

I forgot to mention the Breaking Dawn release, which was fun, not as fun as the Harry Potter release, but still pretty cool. I met some of Dee's bear creak friends, who were really nice. One of them was a girl I'd met at summer school, Kelsey, she's really nice.

Taylor, Scott's son is also in the hospital, he's sick with unknown something, and it's pretty bad.

I'm currently sick, had to miss work yesterday for it, hung out with Dee a bit, and then i wanted to die. Now I'm at work and I want to die because I'm just like "fuck my life" with the dizziness and the thinkiness and i dunno......

BLAH!!!!

xxAshes

Yeah my LJ computer was out of service for a while because i've been at my moms and I'm just horribly lazy, so I'm updating while I can.

Kyle and I got back together, and now kyle and I are no more.... yeah we lasted a whole week this time, and I'm not sure if we're still split up or not. I'm going through mad mood swings as usual, so half the time I'm pissed and thinking he's not worth the trouble of trying to fix this, the other half im upset and crazy sad thinking I should fix things or at least try to be friends with him again and at least try and figure out what's going on. But then again.... fuck that shit.

I'm in an anti-fix things mood right now, incase you couldn't tell. But that will probably change. I'm also seriously considering moving to London for a while, either London's. I've been considering moving for a while, simply because I need a change, because I've changed, so perhaps I'll simply leave for a while. I'm not sure. I just need to adventure, this city has been feeling horribly caged.

So...... Yeah, I'm not sure what I'll end up doing, but moving or not moving will have a big impact on what I decided to do about this whole Kyle thing, and unfortunately Kyle won't have much of an impact on the whole moving thing....

Perhaps I'll stick out the year to try and figure things out, but I'm definitely moving at one point, though I'm not ready to go somewhere completely foreign to me, either of the London's will do.

xxAshes

So LJ almost lost me again, there's been some drama as usual.

I'll be brief, Andrew's marriage went all crazy and null/void, a little while ago in fact, so yeah now him and madeliene are on the rocks.

Kyle and I are dating again, officially, we are freakishly comfortable with each other which is good, its gunna sucks when he leaves for ottawa, don't understand why that loser had to go so far away. Anyways, so that was all drama-y because we figured out all of our shit and were back together at his birthday celebration and then Melly shows up...... needless to say she didn't talk to me much and when she did she told me she was mad/upset. What right does she honestly have to be mad/upset because she made out with him while i was dating him like honestly lets be frank, she owes me one, I'm not taking it up or anything and i understand why she's mad but don't make yourself out to be the victim, she was the victim when i was the one who got cheated on.

How does that even happen?

So I'm still being cautious with the whole Kyle thing, but still, I'm glad im giving it another try because the first time was all wrong for the both of us. So yes, odd situation, but meh.

Scotts sill being a creeper.

Haven't played Kingdom Hearts lately.... sadness. I've been playing guitar hero!

I'm buying an ipod touch within the next week.

I feel like im wasting my summer with work.

Its nice connecting with all my old friends from theatre and such again.

The Wiz rehearsals start next week, im pretty stoked.

Thats all

xxLove

OMFG FUCKING EPIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HEATH LEGER IS AMAZING!!!!!!
FUCKING AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!


xxLove

FUCK YOU!

That is all.

Well... here's to good days with bad ends, cheers!

I'm so sorry Jess.

I'd happily continue telling theatre stories and try to have a good time and not have it put a bad twist on my good day, but then I found out that my cousin died this morning, death tends to put a downer on my day.

Maybe something will happen and I'll be able to write something else tonight that will put a good spin on my day.

Today will have two posts, one short one, which is this one, and one potentially long one later.

I'm half way through New Moon, which is exciting. I got my friend Sui reading the twilight series, but she'll probably be done eclipse before i am... how sad...

Tomorrow is Friday!!!!

In about 10 minutes people should be showing up for my dad's theatre BBQ thing, there are going to be like 20 people over, including Jessmo woo!

Tine is back from the US, which is exciting, and i hope to go see a movie with her soon or mall it or something.... but she needs to log on msn.... BAH!!!

Apparently my dad spontaneously wants to go to Paris, so I might be there next week, im not entirely sure, probably not, he'll change his mind and go to some spiffy place in vegas and play poker so there will be no point in my going there and ill be in Barrie.

Dark Knight comes out tonight and i wanna see it but i have to work tomorrow so i can't. booooooo.

people will probably be arriving soon, so i will be off.

xxMuchLove

I intended on cleaning my room really well and getting rid of a bunch of crap... but then my dad told me that they're having a BBQ tomorrow so i ended up doing what i always do... shoving stuff in my closet and hiding it all, ill clean thoroughly next week.

Well andre got a Mohawk, but i didn't get to see it, i really want to, ya know so i can see how the whole "I have a black fro" thing turns into a mohawk...

I just wish things were only a little complicated like before, rather than really complicated like now... i just want him to be mine again and ignore all this BS.

perhaps i will go back to playing kingdom hearts, i haven't played it for a week.

xxAshes

Yeah... I almost faded out into oblivion for another month or so, but I'm determined to prove to Tine and Llama that i can update oftenish and not have it being often for one day or one week... hells yes.

anyways, so i saw Dee yesterday, 2.5 POUNDS taken off each of her boobs... she's in pain and she can't do much. I don't know how much my boobs weigh, but they probably took like my boobs off hers... actually i have no idea how much mine weigh, it would be interesting to find out though...

we watched Dracula 2000, loooooove it, it's just fun.

aaaand..... BATMAN DARK KNIGHT COMES OUT THIS FRIDAY!!!!!!!!!!! (thursday night)
I'm soooooooo stoked........ Heath Leger is up for an oscar already, and I'm kind of wondering how that would go if he won.

"So... Heath couldn't be here to accept this award.... for obvious reasons... uh....."

But I hope he doesn't win it out of pity or something, though if he did win it, how much of a slap across the face would that be?

Ah well... ill probably talk about stuff tomorrow, im hanging out with Andre and Kyle, me a kyle are friends again, because we missed being friends. So yeah... tomorrow.... is only Tuesday.

xxsigh...