Yeah my LJ computer was out of service for a while because i've been at my moms and I'm just horribly lazy, so I'm updating while I can.

Kyle and I got back together, and now kyle and I are no more.... yeah we lasted a whole week this time, and I'm not sure if we're still split up or not. I'm going through mad mood swings as usual, so half the time I'm pissed and thinking he's not worth the trouble of trying to fix this, the other half im upset and crazy sad thinking I should fix things or at least try to be friends with him again and at least try and figure out what's going on. But then again.... fuck that shit.

I'm in an anti-fix things mood right now, incase you couldn't tell. But that will probably change. I'm also seriously considering moving to London for a while, either London's. I've been considering moving for a while, simply because I need a change, because I've changed, so perhaps I'll simply leave for a while. I'm not sure. I just need to adventure, this city has been feeling horribly caged.

So...... Yeah, I'm not sure what I'll end up doing, but moving or not moving will have a big impact on what I decided to do about this whole Kyle thing, and unfortunately Kyle won't have much of an impact on the whole moving thing....

Perhaps I'll stick out the year to try and figure things out, but I'm definitely moving at one point, though I'm not ready to go somewhere completely foreign to me, either of the London's will do.

xxAshes